So That You Will Hear Me
sometimes grow thin
as the tracks of the gulls on the beaches.
Necklace, drunken bell
for your hands smooth as grapes.
And I watch my words from a long way off.
They are more yours than mine.
They climb on my old suffering like ivy.
It climbs the same way on damp walls.
You are to blame for this cruel sport.
They are fleeing from my dark lair.
You fill everything, you fill everything.
Before you they peopled the solitude that you occupy,
and they are more used to my sadness than you are.
Now I want them to say what I want to say to you
to make you hear as I want you to hear me.
The wind of anguish still hauls on them as usual.
Sometimes hurricanes of dreams still knock them over.
You listen to other voices in my painful voice.
Lament of old mouths, blood of old supplications.
Love me, companion. Don't forsake me. Follow me.
Follow me, companion, on this wave of anguish.
But my words become stained with your love.
You occupy everything, you occupy everything.
I am making them into an endless necklace
for your white hands, smooth as grapes. ~~~Pablo Neruda~~~
Editorial for @nakid_magazine 🖤
Sometimes people come into your life for many reasons. To stay, to go, to leave an imprint on your heart, the list goes on. I truly believe he came into my life for many reasons.
He's shown what hard work and dedication looks like. He's given love to me and my son. He's molded one of the best persons I know. I am forever grateful to had been a part of his family. I'm thinking of you extra today, Mr. Arriaga... 💚
This little needy doofus right here.... She licks my ankles as I walk, follows me closer than my own shadow, talk/growls if you don't acknowledge her presence upon entering & she helps my heart beat daily // Even though they smell like gerbal cages 5 hours after a shower, the havashit will always be my favorite hybreed.
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💙6 Weeks💙 with little Charlie! Still can't believe how fast time is moving! This week you had lots of adventures, including a Zilker train ride, yoga with mama, and meeting your Ohio cousins! You also liked bath time for the first time 🙌, and celebrated your first Rosh Hashana! But mostly, you were just snuggled and loved on by all those around you🤗. We can't get enough of you, Charlie Magoo!